It's time to let go or I need to continue all the journey again and again until I met up the right journey ?
It's a hard question rounding on my head and I wonder why I keep on walking although I know that I'm in the wrong way ? I keep repeating the same thing again and again. But why only me are in the wrong way if I'm the one who start it last ? Sometimes, keep walking couldn't help me to look for the right way until I choose to stop it and looking for the new way. Asking myself, why must I continue if I never choose to let it end ? It's a hard questions and I'll never have the correct answer. I choose to let go from now onward, I guess there is no more regret in my life. I choose to let it end without any right way because I believe if I let it end and look for a new way, maybe it's helpful for me. This does not mean we are giving up but is just a challenging in life. We can choose new way but not wrong way. I wish I can have a chance for me to look once again the wrong way before I go for the new way, because I don't want to drop any regret tears without any flexible reason. I don't even hope you are the one regret without my explanation. Everyone makes mistake and yeah, everyone learn from the mistakes. No one is Perfect unless is GOD. I learn something new after the last we meet an accident, but I can even learn more with you words. Your single words make me realize a lot of thing in life. Look like we are in far distance and I know that I'll never be the nearest one when I'm standing in front of you. Don't try to blame each other, and I'll always forgives everyone in my life, but I just want a forgiveness from you. Just once and the last forgiveness. In my life, I never met someone who can really understand me, but I guess there will be someone who trying to understand me even well more than my family. I choose to not counting because I never owe anyone. I don't ask for so much, I just for a true heart.. I miss the moment when I smile, play, hug and hangout with you.. but maybe there will only be the memory. I'll keep all this as a sweet memory and I hope you will realize my existence... My present in this few years is just to collect some memory, but now I'm leaving all this moment and it's just a memory forever in life. A smile from me just to present that you're always my best friends and sister.. Believe me, I don't cry because it's over, but I smile because it's happened. :)
Be someone who are successful... :) all the best to you... !
