Saturday, 28 April 2012

萤火虫 伊能静 朱洁 14

KOREA GOT TALENT - AMAZING STORY.... really sad..


He live in a special life which no one can do it. But, he still work hard to live with he own. It's amazing why he can do it when he is just in 5 years old? I like him as how he can do it very well which his live is more pitier than mine. Please watch this .. it's touch !!!

Blind 5 year old plays piano (makes you cry)



Amazing !!
How could she did it ? That is what we call " Nothing is impossible " ...
It's really make me cry in this moment.

Sunday, 22 April 2012

Just Remember : I Care



When you think you're alone,
In the middle of the night,
When you're just had an awful dream
And you're shivering with fright,
You lie there alone and scared
And wonder if anyone cares.
If you look into your heart 
You'll always find Me there.
Sometimes life is just too hard
And you need to get  away.
You need someone to talk to
Who will listen to what you say,
Someone who will let you know 
That they'll always be there.
When you can't find anyone 
Just remember that I care.
When there is nowhere else to go
You can always come to Me
I promise that I'll be there
In your greatest hour of need.
I'm sure you can find Me
If you take the time for prayer.
When the whole world seems to hate you
Just remember that I care.

Saturday, 21 April 2012

Paris My Dream Place


Forever My dream place ...
I hope to go here and build my new life..
That will be my forever wish ....

You're forgiven

How I always not the one who very fast forgive people in life.
How I can just imagine that I'm just a piece of paper.
How I wish there is no more you and me. 
How I wish that I can just let go everything that happen in my life.
How I wish I can always stay the silent me.
How I wish I can just ignored you by not remember you. 
How I wish I can do it more mean.
And what I wish is just a dream. 
I never did that to anyone yet I'm still willing to help or even spend my time with them. 
But, why must I fall in disappointed ? 
Why must you did this to me? 
Why must you using me but not to friends me? 
Fun for using me ? 
Talk craps about me? 
Or just show me you are sincere to friends me just in case by using me? 
Girls, I'm not that stupid but what I can say is..
Just stop being that mean..
Try to make friends with everyone sincerely but not by hurting them with those stupid rumours and craps. 
Girls, stay happy always..
You might not too late for changing yourself. 
Yes, I did to hurt everyone with my words but don't you think it's hurting me too?
I was acting like nothing ever happen in my life. 
I do to not care. 
I did to ignored it.
I do to not count on you. 
But, once I heard loads of my rumours, 
My heart turn to be cold and I never expect that I might lost my trust on you. 
There is no point for me to hurt someone,
But now..
I try to not hating anyone. 
Because I want to make it as simple as we can get it easy in life.
No hatred 
No counting
No enemy
No fighting
No argument 
and Not to separate. 
God never promise to turn you into a worst life. 
But HE did promise to give everyone a change to wake up from our mistake.
God is always here with us. 
And you are always my best friends. 
Now and Always. :) 
You're been forgiven. 

Thursday, 19 April 2012

May I ???

I just feel weird with my feeling for sometimes. Why? Just to say I'm looking for you, which I choose to let go before I graduate. And now, I'm still searching for you. It couldn't be the same memory as how we use to create before and now I really looking for you which you try to let it go and broke all the promise between us. I do to let you go and now I'm looking back for you not to ask about the past but just to explain what usually happen and clear up your misunderstanding about me. Why could you have this strong feeling to let it go and not looking back?? As I know you are too weak in holding all your sadness and even your tears. But, you change my life before. You did change me but why after you change me you choose to leave me? It couldn't be the answer but it was your reason. Friend's is what I want but now we are enemy and stranger. It's funny when you promise me all those thing and you are the one who broken up your promise, it's okay. I'm fine with it. I hope you will stay happy always and always my Bestie. :')


May I ? 
Look for you as friends ? 
I think of you because only you know about me more than everyone because your life is totally same like me. And now I have no more someone like you which can read my mind and go thru all what I think. I hope I can apologise and make a new friends with you start from stranger to friends. If only you will tolerance with me everything will be more fine. :'))

Sunday, 8 April 2012

Farewell & Beach

Yesterday was Yee Sii Farewell Party.


This photo taken in the Meritz lobby. 
Left side is HuiHui and right side is Yee sii, the little young girl which going to leave us.
yeah, they look so sweets right. They are the little cutie. ^^ 
Well, We all know that Yee sii feel heavy-hearted to leave us which going to Kedah for her further studies. We all are here wish her all the best and good luck. 


A tight hugs can all of us feel the warm. Same goes to this little two girl. for Yee sii last day at MIRI was the hardest thing for us but we still smiling and make some jokes so that we won't feel so bad about her leaving. 


Oh No !! Should not be !! hahahah ~ that's my new hair and do I look that weird ? 
Well, no excuse for rejecting but I still taking this photo with her. 
7 years could not be a short time but kinda long. 
Lol~ Started to miss her and Adeline.. 
Good Luck Yess sii and Adeline Bestie... Waiting for you 2 !! 10 years !! 
I promise to wait for 10 years Darling !! We all do PROMISE !! 


Oopps.. 
Huihui darling ~ at Tanjung with her and another 2 little cutie .. 
hahaha ~ awesome.. a little pretty girl and cute ... 


What am I doing?? Posing or what >,< 
Hahahaha ~ Look funny laaa.... OMG !!! 


WOW.. 美女 !! 
A very standard girl standing there taking a cute posing photo ~ 
Hahahah ~ nice one !! 

Just only 1 day I getting blacker at beach .. 
funny right chasing the small crab.. hahaha ~ Yeah, kinda fun and just wish to release my tensions. 
Well, I mostly feel disappointed on how people treat me like shit and yet I'm always here act nothing. I never feel to being enemy but look like you make it worst. There's nothing to for me to care but you betrayed me it's okay. I'm fine with it. I'll still acting like a fool. Hahaha~ don't forget, you're the one owe me more than anyone ~! Glad being fooling actually because God are always here for me. 
JOYCE WONG !!!!!! STOP BEING KIND TO EVERYONE !!!!! 
Yeah, I can't do it !!!! 
I just want the ordinary and the simple me. 
NO REVENGE, NO ENEMY, NO AVENGE AND NO ARGUMENT !! 
JOYCE !!! CHEER UP !!!! 
YES !!! I CAN DO IT !!!!! 
THANKS GOD, giving me the strength and courageous to face it !!! :') 
SMILE ALWAYS !!! ( ^O^ )




Thursday, 5 April 2012

Young girl


That's should be my 1st drawing and its just as simple as I never expect ...
This is how I can describe about myself...
Wearing a uniform and walk alone..
Sometimes, I just realize my friends are always there for me...
And now, I totally changes..
I'm not alone anymore but I'm just fear...
Fear about they going to leave me ...
And My life turn to be Lonely again !

Wednesday, 4 April 2012

Wisdom !


How I wish I can just walk alone and release all my sadness and tension ! It's could not be my dream but always my hope !! There is nothing to be holding and keep in my heart ! I just getting tired now a days  ! 


Make a wish.. 
To achieve my dream..
Can I do it ? 
There is another question rounding in my head..
Oh My ...
I need some Miracle ...
Someone which can help me..
Should I ? 
Can U ? 
May We ? 

Friendships

Time pass to fast. How I never believe that one of my bestie now was at Singapore. I never believe that I miss her so much. Well, last time she was the one who keep arguing with me but at last she are the one very close and understand my feeling. She's one of my classmate which good in studies between us. She also a very talkative person between us. Haha, funny is when I get mad, she tried her very best to cheer me up and when she need someone to talk too, she surely will text me. Sometimes we use to argue and fight, well at last it's our super best memories ever. Haha, how funny is that when we play ice and water ? We talk, we laugh, we play and we hangout together all was my sweet memories ever. And now, no more Adeline to accompany me. I miss you my dear ! Now, is time for another bestie leave us again. She's going to Kedah to continue her studies. How I miss the time when we are in primary 1, I use to bully her all the day until now we are still being that close. I know her since primary 1 until finish form 5. She is good in studies too, Er should say all of them are good in studies except me this naughty girl. Hahaha ~ Well, this coming Saturday should be her farewell party too. I wish I don't miss it again after I miss Adeline & Yee sii ( her ) Farewell Birthday Party. I had nothing to say but I only can wish them Good Luck in they further studies. I don't hope much but I just wish to see all of them achieve they dream and I will be right here pray for them. All the best Dear !

To all of my Bestie ! xD

Tuesday, 3 April 2012

Regretted

I feel super regret after I cut my hair yesterday ! I wish to change my hair style but not the style that spoil my mood ! Ergh ! Once people look at me, ei you look like a kids. What the hell. I like they call me kids but not hair which make me no mood all the day ! How can they cut my front hair until so short ? It's really nerd please ! Haiz ! damn no mood whole day ! Fucking that people cut my hair! I swear I wont cut at there anymore once my hair long !!!! Bullshit ! Now I dont feel want to go out ! Totally break my heart ! Stupid !! The most worst hair ever ! How I never expect this is the hair I cut and look like  SHIT ! Long a bit but cannot tight den front look damn funny. Top of my head all short!!!! How many years again I need to keep it long ? Fucking ass hole !!! I use 6 years to keep it long and now this is the stupid and damn style you cut for me ???? ERGH !!!!! I don't even can accept it !!!!

Monday, 2 April 2012

Broken Heart

A long time no updated my blog. Haiz! Today should be my happiness day or just the stupid and bored day to me ?? Damn no mood ~! Plus today go cut hair because feel want to change my hair style. I admit I want to cut short but not the girly style that I want please ? Ergh. It's spoil my mood and everyone is laughing at me just because of my hair!!! How can that be ? Pissed me off. I tell myself that everything will be ok but when I pass by the mirror I feel super bad because of my hair ~ Haiz ! How could they cut a little girly hair for me ?? I feel so so so shy and even don't dare to greet people. Yeah the shape is nice but doesn't mean the hair is suitable for me. T^T I use ^ years to keep my hair long especially my front hair and now become short !!! KAO!!! Kinda HOT today !! Never-mind la, make it as my new fashion as least I can explain that I'm cutting a very updated fashion hair !