You're forgiven

How I always not the one who very fast forgive people in life.

How I can just imagine that I'm just a piece of paper.

How I wish there is no more you and me. 

How I wish that I can just let go everything that happen in my life.

How I wish I can always stay the silent me.

How I wish I can just ignored you by not remember you. 

How I wish I can do it more mean.

And what I wish is just a dream. 

I never did that to anyone yet I'm still willing to help or even spend my time with them. 

But, why must I fall in disappointed ? 

Why must you did this to me? 

Why must you using me but not to friends me? 

Fun for using me ? 

Talk craps about me? 

Or just show me you are sincere to friends me just in case by using me? 

Girls, I'm not that stupid but what I can say is..

Just stop being that mean..

Try to make friends with everyone sincerely but not by hurting them with those stupid rumours and craps. 

Girls, stay happy always..

You might not too late for changing yourself. 

Yes, I did to hurt everyone with my words but don't you think it's hurting me too?

I was acting like nothing ever happen in my life. 

I do to not care. 

I did to ignored it.

I do to not count on you. 

But, once I heard loads of my rumours, 

My heart turn to be cold and I never expect that I might lost my trust on you. 

There is no point for me to hurt someone,

But now..

I try to not hating anyone. 

Because I want to make it as simple as we can get it easy in life.

No hatred 

No counting

No enemy

No fighting

No argument 

and Not to separate. 

God never promise to turn you into a worst life. 

But HE did promise to give everyone a change to wake up from our mistake.

God is always here with us. 

And you are always my best friends. 

Now and Always. :) 

You're been forgiven.