2013, the 1st updated

I'm back to the blogger .. 1st updated for this year 2013 ... Normally hoping to have a great year ... too bad, many problem ... example for money not enough, new year coming not yet prepare everything.. not enough income and so on .. everything come in MONEY MONEY MONEY ... how bad is that ? Without the MONEY we are always in a bad condition >< ! OH SHIT !! What can I do ? How can I settle ? Not a good news actually, life have to go on no matter what ... anyway, there is another bullshit story again .. I don't care how bad is me or how no good is me, but make sure you are good enough too before saying me. I'm always forgiving people even ENEMY or someone who DON'T like me but not the way like you said I NEVER forgive and forget PEOPLE .. Hello, you know the story behind the lies? You know me well ? You know everything if you didn't make it clear ? YOU DON'T !! Don't push everything to me yet she is the one who din't forgive and forget . You just have to shut up .. I won't blame you, but I will stop believing you now.  This is what you call you appreciate our friendship ? Nope, you are wrong... this is not friendship but is pulling me down to the shit! You make me disappointed on you. Don't make it until everyone get me wrong. I have limit, an stop being that childish ! This is why you close with me ..DOUBLE FACE ! One day you gonna pay me, I swear that ! YOU HAVE TOO ! This is what you want am I right ? Show you how bad and good is me ! You just wait and see ! Being good always give people get wrong.. ok fine, let me show you how BAD is me towards now. Don't make me pissed and slap you one day, better shut up and sitting there .. don't make everything like hell. You happy for saying people ? You happy with it? Or you get rewards to do that ? Oh holy shyt ! You are not ! You are just telling lies to recover your mistake dude. Not me is you. You gonna wake up from this stupid thinking. No one  can help you, only you can help yourself, and you have to know everything not just listen and judge. Do you like people judge you too ? I believe you not ! I'm done with this stupid thing, please get lost ! I don't wanna see you in my life any more. No more what bullshit friendship that you list it out, if you treat me as friends, you wont judge me at 1st. All of this are illusions ~ I never hope to live in this kind of life, so please stop judging me, want talk, come we go somewhere we can have a drinks and talk. Nope in this way.. whatsapp? wechat or msg. I don't wish to have any relation with you. I know that I care too much of this friendship but I realise without you, I'm much more better. You are too young, you need to learn something new dude. Not just stuck in the middle of lies. You have to find out what you really want, wish and hope. I'm tired to showing my smile and now it's time for me to show you you how BAD is me to prove that I'm not the one you mean from the 1st. I'm not revenge, I'm just letting you know, this is what we call True Story Behind The Lies. One lies can ruins thousand Truth ! Honestly, I'm sad enough ! :"(