Friday, 16 August 2013

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Life is what you see? Did you see my happiness just out from this photo? Can you feel what I feel ? Can you judged me from this photo? Can you tell me what you find out just in this photo? ..... 

This is the ordinary me. The one who don't know anything just hot tempered.. I captured what I've done when I have the happy mood. Can you see the different in this photo with the first? .... 

So, next is my dumbness face? 

The twin of me? 

First photo captured the happiness of mine, but I don't even realise that I'm not happy just in a better mood... because I don't even can smile widely.. 2nd photo with the dumbells. This show me how was my life is. The dumbells is what people looking for when they wanted to start their daily workout to achieve their dream. So, I captured it just to say that, I wanted to achieve my dream too... 3rd photo is to let people know that I have my own ability, my characteristic and my own history. NO one understand what I'm doing pulling up my hair, a little smile on my face.. but I know what I'm doing. I captured it because I wanted my life to be more colourful and SHINE LIKE A DIAMOND. Last photo of mine, left side showed that I'm looking for someone who can understand me, stay with me just to accompany me. Doesn't matter girl or boy just the one who willing to listen to me just for a second. Right side showed that I trusted that I can do it, even I'm always the failure but If I try my best, I surely can do it. This is what I captured just to see what my life is. Judge me for the reason, look at my history not my name. Called me with the warmness. 


Just the simples me .. :) 

No Topic ...




August, the worst month ever for me. I'm seriously tired with my life. I know somebody could ask, why are you moody all this while? What happened to you recently? What's going on? What make you so down? 
This is what I'm facing. I wonder why, there is so much betrayer? What is the games you played and what is the price you get for doing this? I'm tired, I try to changed myself for controlling my temper, talk nicely, solve it nicely and what else? Not enough? Come on, we are human. We got feeling, we cried, we smile and we chit chat around. What I've done bad to you until you stab me for years? Why couldn't we stay down and talked? We face each other maybe this can solve our misunderstanding. 

I'm may not the one friendly enough, may not be the one rich of knowledge. I'm just student which only graduated form 5 certificated. I know many people out there look down on me, but doesn't mean working also cannot learn anything. Just lack of some knowledge but I've still learning new things. I support the one who can study, why not? Study college or university can let you get a better future. Study well, get better future, why have to live for nothing. Some people don't even can continued they studies, why? Because they cannot effort the fees. But, they work hard to earn money and continued. I wish to study the course I wanted, but in the end I give up but this does't mean I let go my future, I choose the best way to effort my family. Nothing is important then my family. I choose to not study just to ease the burden on parents. They work so hard because of my studies. They never give up working hard just to earn the money for me to finished my secondary. 

You know my name, not my history ... so stop judged. 
I smile doesn't mean I'm happy ...
I cry doesn't mean I'm sad ...
Everything got their reason ... 

Peace of Teamwork

August, I'm back to my life. The real life of mine.



This is my colleague, we are helping each other... Ace fitness, the place where We work, we play, we joke, we taking photo of each others. Let me intro my friends. From the left side, Sherlyn which is our Ace Fitness new member with us. Friendly and helpful. Next, Cindy .. the one who make us crazy and happy. She is playful and funny. And this one is Ah Ee, strict but sometimes funny too. All of them joking around when we get bored.



So next, this is what I said, funny, joking and playful. How do we look like? A monkey :P
We play, we smile and we dance.. Yes, we enjoy. This is what they called "Ace Fitness Teamwork" ..



Well, another colleague.. He is Boy, our Personal Trainer. This trainer are super funny and like to dance around. But, he get serious when he is On Personal Training. He is supportive and well done in joking. Haha

Opps, Still got our Manager .. Karen and Adanan.. Karen are helping us taking photo and Adanan busy with the personal training. Both of them are real helpful in Ace Fitness Teamwork. They are caring and soemtimes crazy with us ... this is what we call " Fun&Focus "



This is our Field, we play, we joke and we learn. I've been spending 1 year 8 months at here, and I've learn how to communicate with customers/members. I've learn some healthy lifestyle. I've learn to face all the problem for sometimes. And I've learn some more at here. This is my history place, which I go thru a lot of hardness, happiness and sadness. Sometimes, I'm trying to do my best, but there is nothing I can done well. I try my best to cover up in some where I've drop again and again. I'm looking for the mistake, I'm looking for the future.. there is still someone give me an advice. He is the one who accept my weakness, dumbness and try his best to teach me a lot of thing within 1 year. He also try his best to help us. He is Sylvester. Our Fitness Owner :) Our supporter.