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August, the worst month ever for me. I'm seriously tired with my life. I know somebody could ask, why are you moody all this while? What happened to you recently? What's going on? What make you so down? 

This is what I'm facing. I wonder why, there is so much betrayer? What is the games you played and what is the price you get for doing this? I'm tired, I try to changed myself for controlling my temper, talk nicely, solve it nicely and what else? Not enough? Come on, we are human. We got feeling, we cried, we smile and we chit chat around. What I've done bad to you until you stab me for years? Why couldn't we stay down and talked? We face each other maybe this can solve our misunderstanding. 

I'm may not the one friendly enough, may not be the one rich of knowledge. I'm just student which only graduated form 5 certificated. I know many people out there look down on me, but doesn't mean working also cannot learn anything. Just lack of some knowledge but I've still learning new things. I support the one who can study, why not? Study college or university can let you get a better future. Study well, get better future, why have to live for nothing. Some people don't even can continued they studies, why? Because they cannot effort the fees. But, they work hard to earn money and continued. I wish to study the course I wanted, but in the end I give up but this does't mean I let go my future, I choose the best way to effort my family. Nothing is important then my family. I choose to not study just to ease the burden on parents. They work so hard because of my studies. They never give up working hard just to earn the money for me to finished my secondary. 

You know my name, not my history ... so stop judged. 

I smile doesn't mean I'm happy ...

I cry doesn't mean I'm sad ...

Everything got their reason ...