Thanks Sis ~

Jie, sorry, I know you care, but you know me right, I'm hot-temper hard to communicate too. But, I guess I'm hurting you deeply this time. There is no point for me to angry last night, but I feel like I'm far apart. I don't even can accept myself and I never forgive myself too. You are right, I'm selfish. I learnt to be selfish is the key to survive in realistic world although you don't want it because there is no more choice. YES, I'm happy when I receive the Teddy Bear from you, but when I hug it, my tears dropping down, why? No one ever treat me like this before. Jie, why you need to appear in my life? Why must you choose to being close even though I live in different background?? Why must you being like my Brother?? T.T