Do you deserve it ?

Look at yourself, are you deserve it or not ? Never ask me yes or no but ask yourself, are you deserve it or not?   Never repeat the same questions but do find the answer. You say you deserve it, and now why you dropping your tears? If you choose to deserve it, and you must be strong and accept what so ever decision you made and the fact. I know you will ask me back am I deserve it? I can let you know my answer now. I deserve whatever I do. You know why? Because I need to build my confident on everything I do. I need my own future. I need to be very confident because I want to be a successful person. Yes, I did drop for a few times, but I still trying my best and I never give up on what I want. I want my dream to come true, that's the fact. I want to build my own house in my coming future, I want to let people that I can do it by myself and I don't depends on people. What I want is to make my dream come true on one day. I fall down, and I cry because I fail. But I still stand up and say " I'm ok " just to show that I still have chance to try again and again. My mum ever scold me say that " Why must you look down on yourself but never try again? " and my mum say " Nothing is impossible if we try our best. " My mum advice me and let me know that there is always the chance we looking for. You believe on yourself, and there is always the chance waiting for you to grab it. We cry because we scare. We drop because we lost our confident. We smile because we can do it more better. We must learn from our mistakes before we go forward. No leg no hand can be very successful why don't we ? Believe on ourselves. Don't care what people say and how they look at you.. Just be yourself is the most important. Only ourselves can changes our daily life. Improves and move on was what I want. Although I'm a failure but I'm still standing here showing them that one day I'm not that worst. I just want to let them know that I CAN DO IT! I hope everyone will think positive and move on. I'm here willing to help all of you. I help if I can, I advice and show you the way if I can't. And I know why you feel so curious with my thinking, and all this is what my mum told me before. My mum was the girl who fall for almost 10 years and now she was standing on the top and no one ever expect that my mum was a very successful person which she work hard and let us know that work hard will give us a better result. I just want to see all of my friends, family and everyone in this world to be a successful and that was my biggest hope. :') I hope you who asking about this also can do it. Never mind if you fail, you can still try for 2nd times, 3rd times until hundred times also no problem. Because in this 100 times, sure there is one times you can be very success person. Don't give up if there is always got people hurt you, because I'm one of them which everyone try to hurt and look down on me but now I'm still smiling towards you why, because I want you to be like me. Smile and everything will be fine. I know you are in deep hurt same goes to me. I have no complete family but I have complete heart to try again and again. You have complete family and why don't you try again ? I know you can do it as long as you stand up and say " I CAN DO IT !! " I'll always support you. That's real. I support everyone who want to be a successful person. :')