My Dinner !! xD

Awesome ! No people working and only me working today ! Totally tired . Hmm ~ see some of the customer really make me blow up. I know la they rich but no need to show me there BULLSHIT face right since I greet and say Hi. ergh.. Forget it. Hahaha ~ Alone and I was too bored + sleepy so I go and upload some mini games, draw something, even make some Milo for my tea. Oops, I'm getting fat day by day!! that should not BE !! It's ok. I will keep fit next week before I go back my place. Yeah. Kinda happy my mum letting me go my place for a few days. 1st time ehh ~ Well, Thanks Mum. xD So, around 6 something, I feel so HUNGRY. But, got someone delivered food for me. WOW ~ hahaha.. Just feel so happy after having a food and my Milo ~

Here my Milo ~ nice drinks. But if Tea yeah, thats my favourite.. Hahah ~ whole day dreaming and now enjoy my Milo ~ ^^

Yeah, my food. Look simple but totally nice. Really ! Yummy yummy ~ kinda enjoy my food today ^^ Thanks GOD giving me a nice food tonight ! 

After dinner feel so sleepy ~ just like a pig.. OMG ~ cannot be. Hahahah ~ someone come in and ask " You feel bored ? Come I talk to you " and I just replied " Sorry, I'm still on job " ... LOLz! Do I look so dumb.. 

Yeah, look at my eyes.. feel so so so sleepy. Almost want to sleep already. Luckily got members call me wake up if not. Yeah, Dreaming to Paris. hahahah ~ Look at my stupid face! @@'''

LOLz.. Someone taking my stupid face when I try to wake up. hahahah ~ LOLz ! Unbelievable that I look so BLUR ~ HAHA ~ ^^ what I'm looking at ?? OMG ~ >,<'''

Hahaha ~ LOLz. Doing something that's really shame today, Hahaha ~ another second round for tonight ! Yeah. STARBUCK ! Hahahah ~  That's my favourite ~ Green Tea ^^ with my sister's and her friends Tiffany ! 

My feeling getting down and yeah I'm done with my life.

So, now I'm done with my SPM result and another problem is I need to choose my further career again ! So who can tell me about those stupid result and which school I can apply ?Oh DEAD ! It's ok, let's ignore about it. I will handle after I come back from SOMEWHERE. Not longer just a few days ! Hahaha~ to release my sadness! But, honestly I'm proud with my BM which I never expect I could get B.. ^^ and now about my stupid job. Yes. I like this job, but I never think that this job is getting better. Why I feel like this job is just like controlling my life?? Well, all about money ! YES! Money which I need the most. I just need few money to cover my daily meal, school, even most important my GOLD !! T^T haiz. People around me all are rich yet I'm poor like shit. But, I will very happy one day because I buy everything by myself. Am I right? For the rich people also will be like me proud because can buy what they want. Am I right ?? Hahaha ~ My mood so down not because of what, but is because of my job. How I never expect this is the worst things happened in my life. Nope, don't ask me WHY ! I hate people asking me WHY when I just don't know the ANSWER! Just ignore it la. Malas want to think. Enjoy jak !! Enjoy habis habisan ! Haha ~ Lets have a look at my stupid face and my friends too.

 Haha~ My little 2 friends ~ Wow. Actually they are cousins. The black shirt name Hui Chin which is my best friends ever when in form 3. The white shirt is Hui Hui which also my best friends too. Yeah, they are the one I always mentions about my best friends. Not only them. Still a lots of my bestie again ~

Here come to my stupid face ? haha~ been forcing to take photo and my face look like monkey ~ hahah ~ Its was the day I play fully just because feel a bit down and disappointed on my SPM .. but now I ignore everything because I get credit it's totally enough! 

Here the little sweety standing near the swimming pool taking photo as sweet memories ever. Long time I don't meet that Hui Chin already. hahah ~ look familiar issit? yeah, my classmates for 5 years with 2 of them.. 

Haha ~ I taking they photo without they permission actually. haha~ yeah look nice right ??? 

My Bear Bear ~

That's My Bear !
Cute right?? I know that ! hahaha ~~
Aww, thats my Dear Dear during night time! He gives me a lot of warm. Ehhh, jangan fikir yang bukan bukan ye.. xD Someone buy this Teddy for me, and this AMAZING when she get know I like those stuff ! Thanks Her too. I know you were reading my blog now, are you SMILING ? Hahaha!! ( owner of the bear )

See, He is always beside me when I at home. Hahahaha..
Bad habit because I'm just too childish hugging a Teddy and sleep.. LOL!! Shh ~ Later people say " Joyce, omg.. unbelievable you are still that childish , den I was like " o.O'' " owh.. hehehe xD no comment !! ^^

My Evening ~

My Lunch ! Hahaha ~ Go every where also Green Tea ! Do my face look like Jasmine ? Hahahaha  ~ Spend my time and drinks at shop ! Hmm~ Life's ! Full of enjoy when I'm alone and having a drinks ! My mum always say " You are the Jasmine Green Tea Customer " !! Hahaha~  That's my favourite drinks la weii ~ Well, whenever where I go, there is always Jasmine Green Tea beside me as for my TEA !! wuiseh ~ start la pula my debata pasal GREEN TEA ! ^^ xD

 Lol ~ Look at my eyes? Panda eyes ~ >,<'' hahaha~ I'm holding pillow, guess what I'm doing after this? Hahaha~ sure is sleep la.. lol.. I feel sleepy! Seriously, I need rest !! I almost become PANDA! Wuahahahaha~ Every Tuesday I feel sleepy and bored ~ what the hell I'm doing? WAKE UP JOYCE WONG !!! Hahahaha~ I need special ALARM actually, cause I'm Lazy Pig ! Hahahaha!
Hye You !! I mean YOU !! LAI CHIN FUNG !! Hahahah ~ viewing my blog arr ? Hehehe ~ BORED !! Hurmm ~  ~

MARCH ! Bad !! Bad !!

21 March ?? The day we take SPM Result?? Omg !! Unbelievable !! Its the day which I've waiting for so long !! But I really feel nervous ! My 1st time feel so nervous no matter what I do, I just feel scare my result could make me disappointed deeply ! I'm killing myself if I get a bad result ! Oh ~ I'm dead to the max ! What the hell of this month? Its totally spoil my day !! Working, too much thing to do NEVRMIND ! But been scolded for not doing anything ! LOL! Make me disappointed ! Working earn money is really hard ! Well, forget about it. So, about my personal problem. I feel sad on how my family treat me, it's my secret but I feel bad for keeping so long. Haiz. Everything happen just for a reasons? Yeah! Get it easier better ! Really feel down now a days. No studying also hard, working even more worst ! How can I survive ?? I even rarely find my friends, not rarely.. is busy !! Oh SHIT ! Now even I'm standing here I'm always transparent ! I know it earlier before I step one more step forward in my life ! I dont feel ENVY but I feel FURY ! LOL!! I never believe that my life is just as RUBBISH as how everyone never know ! I getting weak day by day just because too much things I need to settle up ! Apa boleh buat kalau dh d'takdir ! Hidup hanyalh salah satu cabaran yang telah d'atur oleh Tuhan ! Sabar je lh !! Kalau hidup di dunia yang penuh dengan kekayaan, xkan ada orang yang sentiasa berjaya ! Hidup, hanya satu cabaran yang sangat mencabar untuk semua orang demi kebaikan semua manusia. X pernah ada orang memahami saya selain dari Tuhan ! Apa je lh. Hidup biar Power, otak biar Slumber xD Back to my story ! I feel sad in something which I miss it for around 7 to 8 years. This person never pay a little attention on me but when I'm trying to give up, This person try to look up for me just to drop some Hi, for asking about me. Don't you feel late on that ? When I was looking and chasing you at the back, you never stop and even see me once and now you are looking for me just to ask me for a chance? Do you ever feel the hurt before or you feel it before and feel regret ? I don't know what should I do to make my feeling back towards you. From the day you ignore me by saying I'm ugly enough and now you say I'm pretty enough?? Because of you people get me as a funny comic which making them laugh at me as a ugly girl and even stupid person. I admit I'm ugly and stupid enough but now everyone say I'm changes! I was asking them, did I ? Are you sure I'm changes? I never expect that I could just fall for you and now my heart  is belong to ice cube which no more LOVE left ! You make me cry in the moment and you are the one who broke my heart before and how do you think I still can fix it to normal? No more scars? NO ! You are wrong ! There is always your scars left in my heart ! Are you looking back for me ? I was cry in the moment which I don't believe that you coming back to me without any forcing or cursing. I try and try to let you go all this while but I just can't forget ! You are always in my mind which remain the same like how I say you are a better person in my heart, since the day you hurt me, I dont think I will heal all my pain in short time but I even dont promise to fall for you in 2nd chances.. My heart is always left the one deep scars by you.. your appearance make me worry, sad, even tears drop. Why ?? Why you did this to me?? Why ?? Can you l et me know why? What is your purpose come back to me? You just drive me crazy !! And now I'm nervous for my SPM and You ~ Give me time to settle up. I will be strong and move on ! Believe in myself ! ! OHHH YEAHHH !!!! You can do it BUIBUI ZAII !! erghh sound so wrong ~~ is JOYCE WONG !!! Hahahah ~ 

Beach xD

17 March, Wuahaha ~ My happy day ?? Wake up late, and was on call with someone! Haha~ after that hang out to PARKSON SHOPPING COMPLEX.. People say " Jalan-jalan cari makan " Oh biasa lah, hiduo kenalah ENJOY ~ Hahaha, then after that, go STARBUCK .. Oh bukan main KAYA tek ? Buy some drinks and enjoy while long time no drink some expensive coffee ... ^^ wow, enjoy ehh ~ Whole day spending time at Parkson, bukan main plan mok gi Education Fair as a reason .. Haha ~ just feel sad I don't find my Books, NOVEL la.. Dah lepasan mok rajin BACA NOVEL tek. What a FUNNY attitude. Hahaha ~ kalau lah I rajin last year.. x lah I nervous mok ambil result! Terlambat ? X pun.. ada gik UNIVERSITY kan kan kan ?? * erhem ! kalau je dapat masuk * xD Dah dah, continue my story.. then I go MERDEKA MALL just to sent drinks to my friends which BORED whole day sitting there selling the ICE- CREAM.. ooppss, suddenly come out a guy which I don't know him talk to me just like he know me ! LOLz . what a shame thing! But its ok lor.. I dun k ~ hahaha~ its time to go beach !! Yahoo ~ lama ehh x jalan jalan kat beach ! So I quite enjoy at beach yesterday and throwing the stone.. The waves also look so nice and the sound was so relaxing ~ ^^ how I wish I can go again .. play swing and so many cutie kids is playing around there ~ it's making my life full of meaning full ... hahahaha ~ ^^ the kids was so so so cute and was smiling to me when I'm sitting there look at them .. recall back when I was young ~ ?? hahahah ~ its just a little fun day ! Well, around 6 something.. feel hungry, wow.. when to KENT'S GARDEN for my dinner! It's my 1st time having food there and it's nice.. hahaha~ what a fun day ~ ! After that second round with my friends at BEACH REPUBLIC ! hahahah ~ until 12 something and return back to WATERFRONT meet up my mum ! WOW ~ Enjoy juak !! ^^ hahaah `

: Mok join ? Bh jum.. ^^ 

Paris ^^

Wow ~ My Dream Place !! How I wish I can go there one day ! Do my dream will  come true one day ????

I wish I can go there in short life time ! I don't wanna wait anymore! >,<'''

How I wish I can go there with someone special or even my family one day ! 

Haha, if only I can go, I promise I could bring my MUM go there for a visit ! Even though my MUM was a travelling girl, But how I wish I can go there with her one day !

I want to make it REAL !! Pray and Bless me ! ^^
Just wait and see !

My Favourite ~

This morning, someone bought this for me to convince me for not angry her anymore. But once I receive this from her, I felt so wrong to leave her yet she still haven give up on me! Just because of little small case I was arguing with her and say something that seriously hurt her. I felt so wrong actually ! T^T But I'm sad when I see her so so so care and keep on convince me yet I almost give up our sibling relationship. Thanks Sis, you make my life full of warm ! Sorry for my careless, mistake and hurting you. But, SORRY also means..
S : Some
O : One
R : Really
R : Remember
Y : You.. That's Me !

And I feel so so so SHAME !!! I'm wearing like TOOOT ~~ and my HAIR so so so MESSY !!OH MY DARLING !!! T^T 

What happen to me ??

What is happening to me ?Why today I look so DOWN?? What actually making me more stress now a days? What course I want to take? What kind of life I want for my future? What happen to my job? What happen to my life recently? Why there is a lots of question on my mind? But why I never get the answer or even solving this kind of problem ? How can I solve it one day ??? It's totally making my life full of depresses !!!!

Can anyone let me know what is happening to me ?? Why am I look so stress now a days ? What should I do ?? T^T 
Who can tell me, which decision I should made? Give up or just remain silent?? Why ?? Everything happens just with a reason but not only reason and also for sudden ! Oh, I'm getting crazy now. Seriously I am !! T^T 

I don't want to live to waste another day UNDERNEATH the shadow of mistakes I made cause I feel like I'm breaking inside I don't want to fall and say I lost it all cause there's a part of me to hit the wall Leaving pieces of me behind and I feel like I'm breaking inside.. 

I never found out how much I tried, all of the sadness 
I kept made me blind. "She" never found out how much I cried- the rope so tight on the night that I was died in the DARKNESS ! 

In the DARKNESS I had to fall always find my place among the ashes... 
I cried.. and cried.. and It's could helped me loads... Finally, I'm blind and I still never found out how much tears I have dropped ! 

I will never know myself until I do this to my own..
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed..
I will never be anything till I break away from me..
I will break away and find myself today ... ~ 
Rain drop.. 
Tik..Tok..Tik..Tok..
It's a rain drop.. Covering my tears and stand under the rain just to feel how cold is it ! 

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you..
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you..
Everybody needs some time..on their own..
Don't you know you need some time.. ALL ALONE ! 

I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do. I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them, If I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for all what I've done and everything I do. 







FOREVER ALONE ?? AM I ?? ANYONE CAN HELP ME ?? THAT'S CALLED LIFE ~ 

Drive Me Crazy !

14.03.2012 - What day is today huh ?? Yeah, its White Valentine Day so what ? I'm getting crazy recently !! The most I don't like YOU cancel my call ! You don't like just say ! I can just don't call you ! What the bullshit things keep happen on me ? I'm really getting CRAZY day by day ! HAHA ! I really that this kind of feeling. REALLY !! Don't try my PATIENCE !!!! I have LIMIT !! One day I might EXPLODE ! Everyone have they own limit NOT only me, I try to cool down myself but not for forever ! Its awesome right making me HOT and COLD towards you huh ? You can try to challenge if you don't believe ! Don't say I never treasure you, and never say I'm always the one who wanna LEAVE !!!! This kind of thing is TRYING TO CHALLENGE or TEST MY TEMPER !!!! I'm trying my best to not get mad but it's making me TRIPLE DISAPPOINTED !!! ERGH !!! NOT MY DAY TODAY !!! TOTALLY NOT ! >,<'''

12.03.2012

The night which I feel full of disappointed after I reach home. 10.30 pm, I was on my way going home, bring a big smile face and try to have a nice chitchat with my family,but unfortunately it's hurting me as deep as ocean not because of what but it's because of my relation with my family getting far and far ! I never mean and want to hurt each of them but yet I'm lost control and what I've said all was hurting each others. Yes, I did to hurt them but lastly I'm the one who drop the tears without any reasons. I feel hated and really get a big depression in my life. I was thinking, why there is always the argument without any reasons and yet it's totally hurt me deeply ?! I feel damn angry and I really need to release my temper, fully energy and punch the wall so, it's the time for me to take a sit and take a rest . I don't feel the pain but I feel the hurt in my heart. Mum, I just need your little attention, hard? Sis, I just need your heart, to know me deeply. Sometimes, this problem make me run away from facing it in my life. Yeah, that's right how my teacher say I need to learn to be more brave, independent and move on. I need some courageous to move on. A little attention can make me happy but look like I had failed ! I always having a nightmare for myself as how I'm always alone! I was like " Fine " ! I look far forward ! I look for my future ! I look for my daily life. There is always a question on my mind, that is " Why am I having this kind of life ? Can I make it more better or I'm the one make it worst ? " My heart totally broken into a pieces and I'll never can fix it back to the normal! I couldn't believe that I really hurt myself not because of sad but because of disappointed! I was making a wrong decision which to stay here for not my place. Everyday I told people that I'm having a better life which I told a big lies so that no one know about my background story. My mum and siblings was the best for me but I guess I need a space to let go all the pain in my heart ! Every night, I look at the moon and star just to tell them, I need some attention. A little bit is enough! Now, I finally know why a lots of teenager choose to study outstation just because of family problem and only this can make them realize how lonely they are when without one of they child at home to accompany them as well. I need a little bit time to make my final decision ! I just hope you can show me some love and care ~ a short story about my breaking night ever ~ !

Midnight

Wow. What should I post about my Midnight story?? HAHA~ oops, I know what should I write now. 

Yeah, every night I'm spending my time with the special person in my life. Oopps, not my BOYFRIENDS ! And I'm still single ! That special person is actually someone who give me a lot of cares, advice and always willing spending time to accompany me when I started to get BORED during working time, CRY during sadness time and LEND me ears when I get MAD. I feel so touch when I have someone who always beside me all the time. Yeah, same goes to my friends, but look like my friends was quite busy and well, I'm always busy too. That someone everyday also find me when get free. After school also find me, at home also find me, going out also look for me. I really feel that someone should be my another part of my life. I started to know that someone form  my sister which is her junior. My first sight looking at her, I feel want to make friends with her and sure not because of her cutest and pretties like how people always make friends just because of they pretties. I have loads of question mark before making friends with her. There is just no answer WHY I want to make friends. It's funny when I start to talk or messaging. She is nice and friendly. I'm not really know her at first, and now she going to being close with me and trying her very best to know more about me. Yes, I hurt her ! Deep hurt, but she still accept me. How I always get mad and scolding those rubbish thing, and she still come and convince me as well. I feel that I'm just too tempered and I'm trying to be more nice. Everyday looking for me, care for me just like my family, oh well, my family never care me more than she did. I feel disappointed for sometimes especially when nobody care about me at home, but never mind. I like my alone and loneliness day. I go through my day step forward and look forward. She is nice and cute person ever, she do everything just to change my life to be more cheerful and happy. Yes, she's trying. But I'm still trying too. She treat me like GOLD, advice me, help me and listen to me. Especially on midnight, when I get bored, nothing to do and cannot sleep she start to accompany me yet she need to wake up early next day to go school. Ask her to sleep she ignore me, ask her to rest same ignore me and still say " I want to accompany my MEI " ... hmm, she really very care me. Every night accompany me. Haha, there is always a lot of topic to chat and a lot of story to share ! All the day and night my phone inbox full of her name, yeah GREAT one. Avoid my boredness ! Haha~ I wish I can care her more than she care me one day ! TRYING ! YOU ARE THE BEST SISTER EVER ! ^^

^^

Simple Life's

Vodka Story ( 7 March )

Last night should not be the happiness night ? Should I say so ?  Well, the night I enjoy my night with some of my few friends, and what I get is injured ? Haha, suppose to be funny night ever. I never expect that some of my friends was drunken and yet stepping my leg what a stupid things? It's funny when I'm only the girl wearing T-shirt and short pants going to that place and look around, all wearing sexy dress and make up so that look nice and pretty. Oh No, that's not my taste. Simple is the best for me. So, let continue to my Vodka story. 4 person in the car laugh like a crazy girl, drinking a glass of vodka was making everyone feel so fun and get high. I never expect they are drunk after a few glass with the mix of vodka, red wine, tiger and vodka ice. How could they drink with this kind of beer ? It's too fast let them drunk after a few glass and I was like maid going up and down,left and right just to take care of them. What a funny story right ? The most I can't imagine is my shirt !!! It's turn to be BLUE and RED !! Well, they get crazy and pouring the mix wine on my shirt ! GREAT isn't it ? My shirt look so COLOURFUL !! It's totally damn pity my shirt ! No longer, they wanna dance, yeah I'm just to damn weak in dancing !! Its just like killing me dancing!! There is a lots of girl shouting like hell jumping like monkey and stepping my leg just like stepping the carpet !! Hello, my fingers is not carpet !! ERGH !! I was get mad when I start to feel the pain on my nail !! >,< Just imagine that was you leg finger nail been stepped, and you will feel WOW how GREAT is it ?? Cool. So after that I bring them going back to our place and they start to drink again and again. AMAZING is someone who sitting beside me was having a worst drunken and doing something that we all never expect ! WOW, it's really damn night ever ! I was headache and I'm busy taking care for my friends. After a hours, my phone was ringing, it's my mum. I feel nervous because it's around 2.30am, I answering my mum call and been scolded because it's really late. And I know this time I'm over late and my mum was worrying all of us. I tried to explain how my situation go on and she don't believe me, it's ok I don't bother about it and I know what is going to happen after arrived home. I'm ready for it. So, I trying my very best to bring my friends home and my whole body was pain. HUH!! A tired and pan day ever. After vomiting and tired of caring them, I was asleep in the car and having my rest as well. So it's time to go home ! HUUU~ a little story about my life ! >,<"

可爱呀！

如果你勇于对过去说 “ 拜拜”，

生活就会回赠给你一个新的“ 哈喽 ”

..........

A Lonely Girl ~

I see before myself,

A girl all alone,

Looking dark and glooming.

She's right there, In front of me,

Looking back and begging,

Begging for the loneliness to end,

Begging for her friends to come back, 

But...

There is another hard chance.

No way it can come true without trying.

No way to be happy in a dark world. 

Yet...

She's still surviving.

Still alive.

And is and always...

Hoping for the wish she wants to come true.

And the girl...

Is me

Forever Alone~

The day I feel alone..

The day I feel sad..

I'm still the old me, sitting alone under the tree and dropping my tears..

I'm crying not because you hurt me,
But the way you treat me and leave me.. 
Shed away my thousand tears with silent..
You will never know how much I drop my tears just for you..

And now, I'm showing my tears..
And it couldn't again the old me..
Which like to pretend I'm ok...
I'm letting you know how much I care for it..
But you'll never want to know... 

I turn my sight and walk away..
Walk forward without seeing you once.. 
Not because I hate you..
Just I never expect this is how I use to be.. 
Showing you my tears was the last time I standing beside you.. 

I feel the pain in my heart..
I feel the loneliness once a walk away...
Turning my sight and looking for you..
It's just the way I look at you..
My heart was a Broken Heart..

I walk alone ...
Without any words...
I just cannot pretend I'm okay without you..
My tears drops one by one.. 
I lost my patience.. 
My heart feel the pain..

I just wish to lock myself in the room..
Sitting silently, and start crying..
Crying until I have no tears..
Shed away all my dry tears... 
I feel like I'm always alone..

My life, without knowing me, you will never know me.. 
Locking myself doesn't mean forever..
I'm just looking for the right person to unlock me..
Not only for the special person.. 
I just need someone who I can trust too.. 
And now I'm still the weak me.. 
I have try very hard ... trying and trying.. 
Look like I'm still remain the same ~ T^T

Far Away

I could not believe I was dropping my tears just because of you which appear in my life and you was disappear as fast as you can. I was like " HUH" ! Do you know how much I need you in my life ? Oh Well ! You don;t know ! Because you never care about it ! You make my life full of sadness ! Well, never mind. You will get your happiness and yes do me too. I never think to be with you but one thing is you are my primary best friends. You turn to be more racist, more selfish and you don't need me this friends. But I never regret to have you as my best friends from the bottom of my heart ! Girls, don't push me away just because you meet new friends. You know me as well and I know you as well too ! Between, I wish you all the best ! Just to see you once again before I leave here! Hope to see you at school during the SPM result out ! Hope you are still the old you but not the newer you. I believe that I'm always the one who can read your mind as well but as for you always get wrong bout me which like to push you away ! I never hope much than being friends. You are the one who know me well from primary school but now you are just too far my friends. I hope you will clear my name and its the best way for me to still trusting you. I hope you are not the one who betrayed me but the one who always accompany me when I'm bored or even hang out. I'm here just to apologise that I just realize that we are not the most close but was a newer friends and stranger. Sorry for my careless and sorry for my rudeness. I hope our friendship still the longest one ! I never blame you and I just blame myself for not realize it earlier ! You could find your new friends and the one who can always bring happiness in your life. Once again, I'm Sorry ! 

You are just too far away form me.. And now I'm alone ~~ T^T

Illusion

Close you eyes.

Picture yourself high in the sky.

Above the rest of the world.

Soaring high.

High as a eagle.

Diving through white fluffy clouds.

With the sun sparkling down.

Like little crystals of light.

You are so happy.

You ware such a big smile.

Up on your glowing face

Nothing can ruin this day or time.

Its so very perfect.

Better than perfect.

So very unimaginably dreamy!

Now slowly open your eyes.

I know it seemed so real.

But now it has all gone.

It was just a illusion 

In your mind

As is love is in your heart !