Yeah, every night I'm spending my time with the special person in my life. Oopps, not my BOYFRIENDS ! And I'm still single ! That special person is actually someone who give me a lot of cares, advice and always willing spending time to accompany me when I started to get BORED during working time, CRY during sadness time and LEND me ears when I get MAD. I feel so touch when I have someone who always beside me all the time. Yeah, same goes to my friends, but look like my friends was quite busy and well, I'm always busy too. That someone everyday also find me when get free. After school also find me, at home also find me, going out also look for me. I really feel that someone should be my another part of my life. I started to know that someone form my sister which is her junior. My first sight looking at her, I feel want to make friends with her and sure not because of her cutest and pretties like how people always make friends just because of they pretties. I have loads of question mark before making friends with her. There is just no answer WHY I want to make friends. It's funny when I start to talk or messaging. She is nice and friendly. I'm not really know her at first, and now she going to being close with me and trying her very best to know more about me. Yes, I hurt her ! Deep hurt, but she still accept me. How I always get mad and scolding those rubbish thing, and she still come and convince me as well. I feel that I'm just too tempered and I'm trying to be more nice. Everyday looking for me, care for me just like my family, oh well, my family never care me more than she did. I feel disappointed for sometimes especially when nobody care about me at home, but never mind. I like my alone and loneliness day. I go through my day step forward and look forward. She is nice and cute person ever, she do everything just to change my life to be more cheerful and happy. Yes, she's trying. But I'm still trying too. She treat me like GOLD, advice me, help me and listen to me. Especially on midnight, when I get bored, nothing to do and cannot sleep she start to accompany me yet she need to wake up early next day to go school. Ask her to sleep she ignore me, ask her to rest same ignore me and still say " I want to accompany my MEI " ... hmm, she really very care me. Every night accompany me. Haha, there is always a lot of topic to chat and a lot of story to share ! All the day and night my phone inbox full of her name, yeah GREAT one. Avoid my boredness ! Haha~ I wish I can care her more than she care me one day ! TRYING ! YOU ARE THE BEST SISTER EVER ! ^^
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