Forever Alone~

The day I feel alone..

The day I feel sad..

I'm still the old me, sitting alone under the tree and dropping my tears..

I'm crying not because you hurt me,
But the way you treat me and leave me.. 
Shed away my thousand tears with silent..
You will never know how much I drop my tears just for you..

And now, I'm showing my tears..
And it couldn't again the old me..
Which like to pretend I'm ok...
I'm letting you know how much I care for it..
But you'll never want to know... 

I turn my sight and walk away..
Walk forward without seeing you once.. 
Not because I hate you..
Just I never expect this is how I use to be.. 
Showing you my tears was the last time I standing beside you.. 

I feel the pain in my heart..
I feel the loneliness once a walk away...
Turning my sight and looking for you..
It's just the way I look at you..
My heart was a Broken Heart..

I walk alone ...
Without any words...
I just cannot pretend I'm okay without you..
My tears drops one by one.. 
I lost my patience.. 
My heart feel the pain..

I just wish to lock myself in the room..
Sitting silently, and start crying..
Crying until I have no tears..
Shed away all my dry tears... 
I feel like I'm always alone..

My life, without knowing me, you will never know me.. 
Locking myself doesn't mean forever..
I'm just looking for the right person to unlock me..
Not only for the special person.. 
I just need someone who I can trust too.. 
And now I'm still the weak me.. 
I have try very hard ... trying and trying.. 
Look like I'm still remain the same ~ T^T